Well I thought about you today...

I thought about our past.

We were best friends and no we don't even talk.

I remember the way you said "I love you"

Or the way you slipped your hand in mine.

Or our long list of songs that reminded us of each other.

You have no idea how much I miss you...

Do you care?

Do you have no regret?

Whats become of you and me?

I wonder if you think about me...

Or do you just refer to me as a mistake in your past?

I know we're going our seperate ways.

We have different dreams and goals but I can still wish...

Many things have changed and I know I won't see you again...

I know I won't forget what we had...

I know I will miss you like crazy...

And I know you won't forget me...

Ink Splattered Canvas. Part 1

The day you are born you let your mind become a blank open canvas to let innocent pictures be painted upon. Child like pictures spreading throughout the pure white canvas. Pictures of puppies and kittens, swinging on the swings, or pictures of mommy and daddy. Your little naive mind thinks that the whole world revolves around you mom and dad, and it does. For now. A few years later your woken up to the sounds of yelling and screaming coming from your parents. Angry slurred words coming from dad, and demanding heartbroken words from mom. You didn't think it could happen. You didn't understand why daddy yelled at mommy so much. And just for those few hours of non-stop fighting your mind suddenly becomes clouded, your thoughts become jumbled and confused. And your pictures of mommy and daddy suddenly have splatters of black ink all over them. Your views of them have changed and they're not your super hero's anymore...

                                                          

Merry go round of emotions

When I started I said there would be no strings attatched... I lied... There is two very emotional headstrong strings that love to toy with my emotions. Two strings, that I can't seem to let go of. Everytime I try to let go of them they always seem to find my weakness and give me every reason in the book not to leave. And once again I'm sucked back into this merry go round of emotions. Spinning round and round...