Please listen

The silence is ringing in my ears. The silent front that your giving me. Why must you look at me with those addictingly pitiful eyes. Why must you keep me waiting and wondering. I can't wait an eternity. Please make up your mid, I don't know if I can go another night with no sleep. Just listen to what I'm saying for once , pull your ego out of the way and listen to me... Stop talking and listen to how fast my heart beats when your around.
Do you see the jealousy in my eyes when you look at me? Does she? Don't make this about her. Dont look at me when your thinking of her. Don't say my name when you wish you were saying hers. It's okay to say no, just get it over with. Ill be fine but I wont let you see it any other way. I'll make sure your happy even if I can't be with you... I'll keep my mind bolted shut so you can't find a way inside, not that you would even try. I'll miss your kisses and the way you would hold me, but I'll be alright. As long as your happy I'll be fine...